Cage of Solitude

I am in the cage of solitude

I can’t breathe, I can’t move

I am alone and nobody hears

My screams, shouts and tears

I saw him walking away from me

I am confused, I feel empty

How will I get out of here?

How will I hold him near?

Out of the blue, he is gone

I can’t find him, I wish to run

I induce myself that he can still hear me

But stillness occur; tears flow suddenly

I am afraid to look at his eyes

Afraid that he cannot recognize

Would he still embrace me entirely?

Even the cage factually cuddles us awkwardly?

I want him to stay here beside me

But I don’t have the sovereignty

I want to keep him till the end

But the cage just hurt and stiff to mend

I am alone in the darkness of sorrow

I feel so useless that can’t face tomorrow

What would be the word more than forever?

That’s how long I want to keep him in my centre

I want to cry and let go the feeling

I want to shout and try to stop falling

But as long as I stop this affection

I gradually kill myself on my own 

How I wish I could still hold him

I love him even from daytime to dim

How I wish I could still grasp his face

That more often I would like to kiss

I can only wish that I’m beside him

I can only hope for the love I aim

 I’m still fasten with this cage of gutless

No rights for everything I know is priceless  

My heart beats only just his name

This kind of ardour exceedingly not a game

I hear nothing from him but his mirth

I saw him from a distance but lost so swift

I can’t envisage myself here alone in this cage

With just whit of light and gush me discourage

I know that he deserves to be happy

And yet, that happiness is not in me

There’s no other way to obliterate

The cage that made me inadequate

I can just keep an eye on his steps

Definitely better to kick the buckets

I have with nothing at this moment

He is gone and now I am despondent

Maybe this cage is in high spirits

Because I am left by my vehemence

Pitiful, pathetic and misfortune lass

Motionless in this burly cage of dusk

I’m still in the cage of solitude

When he left, I can’t breathe, I can’t move